we learn

what i'm learning is that i like to learn a lot.  i feel dead if i'm not moving, changing, experiencing new things, and learning more about life each day.  i don't know if everyone is like this...

we have been searching for a new roommate to fill our third room.  we have interviewed many people, some we thought were a 'sure thing.'  others we weren't expecting to hear from.  the timing has been key - if someone is not ready to move RIGHT NOW, they are simply not going to do it.  people are slow, and don't take risks often.  it's a lesson to be easier on myself about taking time to make change.

i've also been dating up a storm this month.  hecka dudes are hollering!  there's one boy who really likes me a lot.  after so much time not feeling liked out here, i have to say that it's been nice.  at the same time, he's got issues, and i'm fundamentally not interested.  made me learn that i've moved on from dependent, f-ed up relationships...even if it means not having someone around.

now i have housemates to keep me company.  i've been cooking things i'd been meaning to forever - hummus, roasted root vegetables, lots of arugula salads...and our CSA box is kick-ass.  flowers are blooming in the backyard, and i'm feeling happy to live in a house with friends.

reflecting on the past year of emo times, i'm realizing the significance of place, of letting go, of making change and taking the plunge.  all this learning, it's revitalizing.

much love and more to come,
alis