seeing things

happy saturday!

i am about to confess something to you all, that you might not know about me...since i was a little girl, i have been waking up in the middle of the night with visions. when i was younger, i would see a rose, dangling over my bed, hanging down to me in the night. i would awake startled, then begin reaching up to the rose as it slowly, slowly vanished before my eyes.

over the past few months, these reoccurring visions have started again. i wake up at around 4 am, look out of the window next to my bed, and see tons of people standing outside the room, in a crowd, swaying about in the wind. last night, i saw two lovers smothering each other with their hugs. as i stare at this scene, completely dumbfounded at what i'm seeing, the people slowly but surely fade away, into the bushes and trees that they truly are.

at these times, i feel that i am in the company of ghosts. although i am alone in my room, i feel a presence around me that is showing me these symbols, these visions, misunderstandings, whatever they may be. while it's very creepy, it's also quite amazing. only, i'm not quite sure what to think of all this...perhaps that's why i'm sharing it with you.

it's been raining for one whole week here in the bay, and life has been feeling quite stormy as well. today, the weather has finally shifted to a warm glaze, and the rain has stopped. i'm off to do laundry, trying to keep it mellow today in the wake of last week's craziness.

the picture above depicts life outside my window. do you see any ghosts??

sending love,
alis